Tuesday, November 24, 2009

Fes Tale


an old lady stoops, halves her

bread, shaking arm out

like a gnarled branch, offering

it to the gnarled

man who wears rags

awash in matching dusts.

end scene one, act infinity.

the young girl with hair

brushed smooth clears coke

bottles from the roof top table,

grinning over her

shoulder at the boy working on

the roof

across the street

when she comes back, they lean

over

railings, smiling, silent laughing,

mouthing the words

no one else speaks.

in lulls they watch the people

below, amber-lit, warbling music

cinnamon winds

the girl tosses her hair

as the birds sing endlessly

the shoemakers work

in the shoe-shops and the

shoe-shiners stand by

woodworkers, tailors, leather

tanners and craftsmen

earthenware potters, weave to work

squinting among shimmering

beads on sale, interchangeable

to the ancient ones

in the local museums.

cell phone shops fringe

snakes, charmed among

hanging baubles, genie lairs,

gypsy queen wares

the old city beguiles

the visiter who turns

up, down and around

twisting shifting

sneaking snake paths, breathing

the saffron cinnamon

drugging maze air

the gem-like fruits turn

to body parts, a man

holds a chicken head

in a kleenex, you bump into

a camel’s head while turning

from the milky marble

eyes of a lunatic

you choke on the

putrid stench of

drying skins, dying

leathers, the crowd

pulses

closer, the

walls triangle

up to just a

sliver of sky, like

the eyes

of a veiled woman

the doors

are shaped like

locked

keyholes

and then the voices from the sky

cover their shivering

people, they wash hands, arms,

face, neck, feet, making

perfect lines of persian

carpets or strips of cardboard, falling

to their knees

at once, face down

buried, eyes in the woven dowries

woolen shapes and colors

that chronicle the stories of the illiterate, smooth-

haired girls growing

up among other peoples’

candle-lit dinners until

the eyes

of a boy shine

like stars across

the street scenes and

unreal night

HUP deux trois quatre…

"But if we go rock-climbing, we gotta go at sunset."
"Oh yeah, it's beautiful there?"
"Naw, just the way my muscles look when the light hits 'em."

Working with the army is interesting. As you might imagine, these guys are a bit different from Peace Corps guys. I’m a bit biased of course, and happen to think there’s no better type of guy than a Peace Corps guy. But the change was still refreshing and rather hilarious.

Most amusing was the blatant machoism. I’m still not sure if they were kidding. For example, we had to pull a cable to tow a ferry platform over the river. Usually this is a lazy endeaver for the Kedougou folk, because who really cares? These guys.

They pulled their little hearts out until they were doubled over, panting, with blisters despite the gloves they donned (someone doesn’t farm/ pound corn!). I just sipped at my coffee-in-a-nalgene (we biked over at sunrise everyday to meet them as they rolled from their beds to their SUVs…) and wondered what kind of strange society I’d signed into. They even insisted we have a boys vs. girls contest. I thought this was an odd proposition. The men were all beafy combat guys; the girls were nurses, doctors, and three Peace Corps volunteers who’d probably had about a pound of protein between them in the last year. If I were in normal shape, I might be all over this, but as it was, I just kept saying, “Are you kidding me?” It seems I’ve gotten rather used to saying any number of not-so-polite things in english with the expectation that no one will understand them.

The G.I. Joes were literally bouncing up and down before the contest. They synchronized watches, got two timers, repeated rules, and announced the ladies would be granted a 30 second head-start. Once we were off, I of course pulled my corn-mush-fed heart out (while my public position remained Disinterested). With the 30 seconds, we ended up winning. The manly man promptly declared they were just kidding about the 30 seconds, and leave it to us to enforce double standards whenever it suits us. Wow.

At the clinic, things ran smoothly enough. When they didn’t, some sort of army PANIC MODE switch was flipped. This was incredibly funny. Winds came and the tents billowed up. We PCVs watched serenely with the villagers, in a dozy, “Hoh, will you look at that…” way. The G. I. Joes, however, SPRINTED around, pumping their arms, eyes flashing, bellowing orders, “MOVE it, MOVE it, MOVE IT! Secure the tent cords! GO, Get that side, GO!”

When this all started, I was on lunch break in the VEHICLE (it is never referred to as a mere “car”) savoring delicious army food (pita chips! Apple jacks! Cheese tortellini!) when I saw the absurd commotion outside. The guys looked like they were overacting for a war movie, with dumbstruck spectators accidentally walking onto the scene. I was confused—was the Vehicle that sturdy that I couldn’t feel what looked like (reactions to) a hurricane on the weather channel? I leapt out to help with whatever catastrophe was causing the panic. Once I confirmed nothing was actually wrong, I returned to my beautiful snack pack and giggled at the ridiculousness.

I’m not going to say these guys are not tough; we all know they are. But on this particular occasion… complaining about standing/ sitting all day, about it being hot, about a 2 hour plane ride (instead of a DAY-long sept-place ride), about food, about missing hot showers… Seriously? One person asked, “So do you not have air-conditioning then?” “What, like in my hut?!” I choked a bit. “Um, yeah, wherever you live?” Oh my.

I don’t mean to just poke fun (even though they were quite funny to me). I can’t even imagine what some of these guys have been through. Also I must say that despite their vast difference from the PCV-prototype, these were some more of the nicest guys I’ve met. They were thrilled to do humanitarian aid work and helpful in every way. I was happy to work with them (I did translations and causeries on first aid, dehydration/ORS, and malaria/neem lotion). It just startled me how different they were, and surprised me to find I could understand the villagers much better. It’s lucky, really, to be in my position. I knew with all confidence that the lady coming in the back door with the rushed look about her was looking for her child. As obvious as it seemed to me, these guys seemed to think she was breaking in to attack us. Seeing that didn’t make me laugh; it made me sad.

We’re all trying to serve our country. And now I realize how lucky I am that my method has brought me ease with others, a quickness in determining “it’s not so bad” (vs. Panic Mode), and a true and pure appreciation of pita chips. Alhumdulilai.




Guest Blog by Cindy: The Little Mother





Jan wrote a comprehensive blog entry - I'm not sure how much I can add to it, other than to express my fascination with Senegal, the Peace Corps, and the lives you are all living there. I am so glad that Kate managed to get us over there, and all the way to her village (NOT an easy trip!), and could share her Senegalese family with us. Wow.
I'm trying to remember my most/least favorite parts, and already, only two weeks later, so much of it seems like a dream. I have a feeling that, if I live to 100, I'll be sitting in an old folks home (OFH) talking about the mud huts and African imams and primitive conditions I so briefly experienced, and the aides at the OFH will be winking at each other and telling each other to humor me, that I've just watched too many old movies. I can't begin to imagine the incredible adjustment that all the PCVs have when they return to the States.


So....least favorite parts (with the obvious exception of seeing K get so sick, which was in its own class of terrible): the heat and dust, and feeling like I would never again be anything close to clean. The bouncy/jouncy, knock-your-teeth-out, 8-Advil-A-Day-won't-cut-it, sept-place rides.
Most favorite: the amazing graciousness of the "village people", and seeing their daily lives.
Oh - and most bizarre part: Again, the "village people". We were enough of a novelty to them that they were entertained by our mere existence. I never realized that I could amuse a whole village just by sitting, and that my eating dinner could mesmerize hundreds (well...dozens?). And I wasn't even the important one - Jan, as Kate's real mother and not just the "little-mother" (their interpretation of "aunt"), was truly a crowd pleaser!


So, in summary: There is SO much to learn and see in Senegal, and I didn't have time to even scratch the surface. The adjustment of the PCVs is amazing. I am incredibly proud of Kate - she has done so much, in a country that doesn't speak her language, in a village that is as remote as you can get. In a place where women are considered second-class, she cowed all the men I saw her with. Strong, independent, caring. AND - she managed to find Matt out there in the back-of-the-beyond: amazing! These are good people, folks, though if you're reading this, you already know that!

Monday, November 9, 2009

Mother Corps

GUEST Blog; Senegal, October 2009

By Kate/Kay/Katie/Hadiatou’s mom..

On Oct. 16, (aunt) Cindy & I arrived in Dakar at 4:15 AM, and thank goodness Kate & Matt were there to meet us. I started by shaking hands with all the taxi drivers who were hustling us for business......well, K DID say she had a lot of brothers, & they were so friendly! Welcome to Senegal, (rightfully) noted for its hospitality. I can’t describe how wonderful it was to see K after 19 months! She has grown into an amazing woman, yet I can still see the little girl who used to get stuck in trees, run around naked (sorry hon, but you WERE very young!), and draw on everything from her clothes to the kitchen walls. But over and over I watched her deal gracefully and competently with situations which left me far out of my depth and gaping in admiration - and all in Pulaar and French. I believe English is rarely spoken there, quite a difference from so much of the rest of the world. She bargained, joked, chatted, sealed deals, got food, got rid of bothersome people on the street, and in general functioned effectively as a Senegalese. And we hadn’t even left Dakar yet.

Lunch at the lovely French Cultural Institute, the endless stream of men (and a few women) going to Mosque, since it was a Friday, and a Vietnamese dinner filled up the rest of that first day.

Heading for Kedougou the following day was fascinating, from going to the ‘garage’ to bargain for a sept-place which would last the trip to the sept-places themselves. These vehicles are amazing in that it’s hard to believe so many actually make it to their destinations. 12 hours to Kedougou - broken by a stop in Tamba - and I’m told this is AFTER road improvements which cut many hours from the trip. The pcvs tend to do the whole thing in one day.

My impressions of Senegal include red dusty roads, awesomely persistent people hawking everything under the sun and not shy about getting in your face or surrounding your vehicle when it slows down or stops, the sept-place driver handing a screwdriver over his shoulder to whichever passenger wants to open a window (these things are usually missing door handles, window handles, and/or various other things), new and strange smells, thatched round huts and poverty, goats and cattle wandering all over the place, anything you could think of carried on people’s heads, (not so easy - I tried it), babies slung on girls’ and women’s backs, omelet sandwiches, cornfields, the mixture of languages often spoken together - the harsh Wolof of Dakar gradually ceding to the softer sounds of Pulaar as you go south and French throughout - a fierce sun, monkeys, beautiful blue starlings, and so much more.

The country becomes greener and hillier as you head southeast and the area around K’gou is beautiful, Pellel Kendessa - K’s village - the most beautiful. Everything there is still green and there is plenty of water in the rivers, though I understand it’s not always so. I really enjoyed finally getting to see the Kedougou regional ‘house’ and meeting some of the pcvs there. There may be electricity by now, but there wasn’t when we were there. I’m sure some of the charm soon wears off when you’re working under the conditions these guys are and as hard as they are, but from our perspective, it was a pretty cool place. (I’m sure he’s been asked many times, yet again I have to ask.......Matt, how do you do it?)

Going to the K’gou market with Kate was an experience I’ll always treasure. It was my first glimpse into her relationship with the people of the area. Not only did all her language, bargaining and competency skills come into play, but I got to learn about ‘joking cousins’ and the funny and lively give-and-take which keeps her on her toes and must sometimes exhaust her. She quickly decided on veggies and other things for her family - ataaya, cookies, salt. etc. Or as quickly as the prolonged greetings and exchanges allowed, which despite her decisiveness, wasn’t quick at all.

This is another thing about the Senegalese, at least those in this region. Greetings are an inimical part of daily life, never to be skipped or taken lightly. From the initial ‘ajarama’ (hello, goodbye, thank you) through ‘tanala’, ‘jam tun’, more ‘jam tuns’ (peace only), ‘hono bengure ma wadi’ (how is your family), more ‘jam tuns’ in response to a lot of other greetings I never quite mastered, these take up a lot of time. They can be frustrating, yet there’s a certain comfort there also and a kind of civility often lacking today. And shaking hands....never have I seen people shake hands so much. Old people, little kids, people you shook hands with a few minutes ago, people with whom you will shake hands in another few minutes, waiters, vendors, watchmen....it’s phenomenal.

Due to Cindy’s occasionally wonky back, we hired a car and driver for the 50k trip to Pellel. It’s not the limo-type ride that might suggest. It’s impossible to overestimate how terrible that ‘road’ is, though it was SO bad it almost seemed funny. I’m pretty sure K wouldn’t agree, having biked it for 1 1/2 years in all conditions. We stopped in Dindefelo, where I’d hoped to hike to the waterfall, but the heat got me first. I knew we were nearing Pellel when I heard kids’ voices shouting ‘Hadiatou’!! (aka Kate). Our welcome was astounding, and the royal way in which we were treated for the next three days, something I will only be able to dream about in ‘real’ life. It’s all a reflection of K and their respect for her, of course, though I know they are naturally hospitable people. Village life was incredible, especially for those of us who didn’t have to lift a finger. Nevertheless, we tried pounding corn, pulling water, and digging up peanuts, much to the amusement of the village. Kate does all these things easily. As Kate’s ‘neene Amerik’ and ‘neene tosokho’ ("little mother" literally), we were assigned special places to eat (for me, the choicest spot, the hammock, for Cindy, the chair). Kate and baaba (her dad) were on tiny stools, and everyone else, somewhere off in the darkness, the women cooking over fires and handing the bowl to baaba, who put it on the ground and gave us each a spoon (unusual, I think). You’re supposed to say ‘mi hari’ when you’re full, then he indicates you should eat more, then you try ‘mi hari’ again and hope you can really stop this time.

The food is notably bad, although K says she’s never experienced it so good as when we were there. The veggies she bought were used up the first day, well-prepared and poured over the daily corn mush which is dinner every day. The roasted corn was an exception - really good. Her ‘baaba’, the village imam, is a sweet and intelligent man. He has three delightful wives and I’m not sure how many children. They respect him tremendously and obey instantly. One thing I really loved was the daily predawn prayer, led by baaba, very long, powerful yet calming. I’m sure the luxury of being able to roll over and go back to sleep during it didn’t hurt, but I really was impressed. I hear it’s not so nice in many areas, where there are often tinny recordings 5x a day calling Muslims to prayer.

K’s hut is tiny and rustic, yet she has made it homey and as clean as wildlife permits (she usually manages to keep the chickens outside, but the bats, frogs, and mice are harder). There are, of course, no electricity, running water, or even latrines in the village, except for K’s. Chickens and goats roam freely and babies crawl placidly through all the dirt.

Our idyllic stay ended badly, with K developing chills and a high fever during our last night there. She toughed it out back to Kedougou and the PC house, but by this time was feeling truly awful. She got tested for malaria the next morning but the test was negative, so we headed back to Dakar and PC headquarters and a doctor. Subsequent tests showed no bacterial infection, so it was some kind of virus. As we were all (Cindy, K, Matt and I) going to Morocco in a couple of days, it was crucial that she rest. Matt took Cindy & me on the ferry to Goree Island, which was really interesting. The slave house, the artists and jewelry-makers everywhere, the tiny streets, and Matt bargaining with Fatima - these are some of my impressions of Goree. At the time Cindy and I left Morocco, K seemed okay as far as the virus went, but then there are those pesky bacterial infections......I’ll leave Morocco to Cindy and/or K to write about.

My feelings about K and the PC have become more complicated, as far as reassurance about her well-being goes. I feel reassured by the Senegalese people in her region, especially those in her village, by her great relationship with them and the way they seem to have her back, by all the pcvs I met, and by the structure of the PC itself. I feel reassured by her ability to take care of herself and rise to any occasion. I am terrified by the vagaries of disease and nature. Seeing K so ill was horrible and frightening, and I know it’s not the first time, and that sooner rather than later, they all get sick. This is truly an impressive group.

Although I’ve turned K’s blog into a multi-volume work, I can’t end without mentioning Matt again (carrying through the book theme). I appreciate his humor, levelheadedness, and his unbelievable patience with the middle-aged ‘ducklings’ following him around. And I am so glad I finally figured out when to tell when he’s serious and when he’s kidding. At least I’m pretty sure I did.

And although K’s time in Senegal is winding down, I suggest anyone who’s still thinking of visiting her go to her village. It’s worth it all around. We had no flat tires or sept-place breakdowns or encounters with animals, but I do see that between lack of infrastructure and an apparent total indifference to the concept of time (did I ever see a clock in Senegal? No. Only those for-sale-on-the-street watches) (although come to think of it, I think they may be onto something with the obliviousness to time thing), I now understand about the need for plans a, b, c, d, e, f, g...

In short, a memorable vacation!






Saturday, November 7, 2009

Fille that Victory!


Good news: Fatou and Hawa's trip has been fully pledged! Thank you to everyone who is contributing:

Jacqueline(!!!!!), Grace, Allison, Matt, Mum, Ian, Cindy, "Danfakha," Mida, Julie, Heather, Shelley, Cecile, Carol, Kathi, Annette, Jean Anne, Jean, Boo Boo, the Bartz'z, The Ladies of Florenceville...

If you're still interested in donating to excellent causes, see the pckedougou.org site or hold tight until the school project in my village gets off the ground. Thanks!

I will keep you updated on this trip, which I hope to do as soon as possible-- Hawa's (pictured above) husband has been chosen, so here's to her last/first hoorah!

Friday, October 23, 2009

Champ Camp

Thank you to anyone who contributed to this year's youth leadership camp. It may be the best place your money has ever gone. It was a great success with double the campers and programs as last year, as well as a three-day senegalese counselor training.
This year's schedule included: tree nurseries, tree grafting, neem lotion, business classes, food security, plays, goal-defining, arts and crafts, awesome field games--
hiking up to the waterfall source (the group pictured below MAY have completed the hike in record time, led by the lady in blue...)
soccer,
olympic games (we lost the spoons for the egg-spoon race and joked they had to carry them on their heads. We should have known this isn't a joke in Senegal. Three people could!)

some of the best kids in Senegal,
popcorn in a cauldron for movie night-- Indiana Jones in French (I was on popcorn duty and now I know I will think of these cauldrons and buckets whenever I make microwave popcorn for the rest of my life... and I love that)
monkeeeeyyyyy,

sex ed classes (behold my shining role as a condom demonstrator),
gender and equality classes,
and career day, which was the winner. To adress the distressing lack of imagination encountered upon the "what do you want to be?" question, we introduced the concepts of about 50 professions. Everyone had a card stuck on his/her head with a career like "archeologist" and "tabboo" words beneath that you couldn't say when giving the person hints as to what their card says (ex. "digging"). Real professionals participated as well and gave a panel discussion afterwards. This provided the best most inspiring if-I-did-it-so-can-you, you-are-the-future-of-Senegal speeches. I literally just gave myself goosebumps writing that. That's how awesome it was!
Now, none of these amazing kids can go back to their villages and settle. That won't be good enough, now they know that "zoologists" exist. Look out world, here comes the youth of Kedougou!
See Peace Corps Kedougou's website for more photos, videos, and detailed accounts:




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Thursday, October 8, 2009

The Mayor's Office of Love

One of Peace Corps' finest-- Michele-- recently traded vows with one of Kedougou's finest-- Ousemane. He was her host brother first, but they quickly grew past brotherly love... They are very cute and lovely together, but instead of that, let's talk about the hilarious ceremony.
As "witness," the only title role, I worried a bit about how I could possibly perform maid-of-honor-ish duties HERE. The bachelorette party too... as high-profile people trying to keep a professional image in Kedougou, during Ramadan.... it didn't seem possible to do this right. But we did. Unfortunately I am not at liberty to share these details...
As for the wedding day, I got up as usual with the roosters and proceeded to pace around all day, reminding people when to get there, and even putting on my Nice Dress. I meant serious witness business, people. Several hours later though, and still no word from the blushing bride. I pictured her surrounded by odd cosmetic contraptions, clouds of hair spray, and those mice and birds from Cinderella. I'm coming, poor, frantic friend! She picked up the phone, "[Yawn] Uhh, yeah, come over. And bring a movie!" Uhhh... what?
Roxy and I showed up ready for action and was greeted by a girl in pajamas. "Hey! What's up?"
"Ummm.. isn't this your wedding day, Michele?"
"Yeah, crazy, right?" I asked about preparations and she waved her hand at the door and said Ouseman went to get her shoes. She got her outfit from the tailor yesterday. Want to watch the Office?
I grinned. Now this was a pace I was much more comfortable with! We watched and chatted and I unsuccessfully snuck candy (both she, Ouseman, and Roxy were fasting for Ramadan.) Ousey returned with some steller purple shoes and promptly took a nap on the floor.
Half an hour before the wedding, we convinced her to maybe, you know, dress? Now, 28 minutes to the wedding. Hmm.. We played around with the tiny pile of makeup the three of us compiled and tousled around her hair pretending it did something. She wore her mom's old earings, her brand new purple shoes, I gave her 100 CFA to borrow, and as for the "something blue" I just took a pen and drew a dot on the bottom of her foot. I felt like we were playing pretend wedding.

Especially since I then biked to the ceremony. The other volunteers were there in full form, mostly in ridiculous Senegalese outfits. We waited, true to all things Senegal, for over an hour for the mayor to show up. During the wait, the hidden donkey charette with the "Just Married!" sign and trailing tomato paste and fanta cans-- ran over and ruined the surprise. These sounds of jingling, braying, and people running to catch it became steady background noises to the event.

At the ceremony, the officials seemed a bit uneasy about having a room FULL of toubabs for probably the first time. They made us-- especially me and Michele-- switch seats about ten times. Then they wouldn't start until everyone had a coke or fanta in front of them-- even though about half the room was fasting and wouldn't touch it. They called Michele by her middle name. They spoke in such a rapid Wolof-ish french that we all struggled to follow. We held our breath when Ouseman didn't understand the "monogamy vs. polygamy" option at first. Whenever things were directed at me, I leaned forward and frowned in concentration. "Uhhh... OUI." I think I got everything until the end, when I inadvertanly promised to come back the next month to marry another senegalese guy. Oops!





My greatest failing as a witness was probably that I couldn't stop giggling throughout the entire affair. But everything-- EVERYTHING was so funny! The guys trying to put on a good show for the toubabs, the looks on the other PCVs' faces, the donkey outside and shouts of people catching it, the blue dot on the bottom of Michele's foot... I don't feel too bad, though, because the only other person giggling as much as me was Michele.


Hands down, the best wedding I've ever been to. Felicitations, Madame et Monsieur Kante!